this is successful living.

2005-12-30 4:11 p.m.

i have gone, thin skin, wandering
in recovery, something about
making phonecalls in the middle of winter, literary references, something in this

i'm tired of knowing, tired of making
these deductions

that has caught me tremble handed, fingers curling to make ready excuses, and did it even matter, these actions and their results, these patterns that had surfaced, were they worth my notice

i can't say there's an answer

this is successful living. this is progress occurring.

this is release.

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