mixed signals

2005-10-18 12:11 a.m.

we had a habit
of watching for the lights
and pumping our legs, unable to breath
to beat the trains rumbling by

i was telling this story in sequence,
a number of events and how they happened
to keep us posturing at one another

truthfully,
sometimes the world goes liquid
and i am breathing hard and heavy
and i know that i am sterile now,
because i can't give these wods their meaning.

because i can't get the right words
to come out.

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