gloria.

2006-01-30 1:50 p.m.

i have set my hands up to become accountable for the mistakes that they will make in taking down the comfort and the glory of our great lord

and i have offered up forgiveness in a thousand simple sentences, but still i can not figure out how

these will add up in the end, how
we will become much better, how
we will grow from our experiences

and i will shake my jaw, caught on the thought
that life is pointless, and pointlessly lived

and i will cross my heart in making promises to have courage
have courage

have courage.