don't come knocking now.

2005-06-15 12:33 a.m.

the walls had fallen in, so i went backtracking
in search of your confession, a line of lines loitered upon with letters
to good friends and better lovers

i won't pretend you've been unfaithful

i'm abandoned inside, held up
to the latest composition
the story of us

as if i could admit to all of the terror i've become
the violence i can stomach

i'm i'm i'm
all shook up

over the idea of something better

god bless her and her shining future.

these are my good graces, late night, i am drowning in glass over glass of inconsistency
of love regained through love lost through love regained
a video of the last month playing through me
bones on teeth on white screens

here is what it means to be accountable -
any purpose once made at following the good man has been forfeited for selfishness
i, the girl who still thinks people only have limits
that they have forced,
am drawing the line at telephone signals

i have taken the opinions of satellites in action
i have given myself up to gravitational legislation
so circle me, twilight
circle me
once, twice.
(and mention that)

the walls had fallen in, so i went backtracking
in search of your confession, a line of lines loitered upon with letters
to good friends

all of whom hardly seemed to know you, before this.

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